Have you ever gone crazy with happiness?
Have you ever felt that you can wait no more?
Have you ever felt that the clock is playing with you by ticking very very slowly?
I have...
I think you have got the essence of what i went through and Why!! You think i fell in love? or do u think that i was anticipating a jackpot? or do u think that i was .......?
None..
It was the result of a search that ended that day. Life is not a Google, where you can modify your key words to improve your search results. In life the Key words remain the same. Be it your pal's name, or an entity you are searching for, or be it Happiness for that matter. Can u search Joy instead of Happiness? In life searches are not that easy. Infact not easy at all!!!
My friend used to boast that he can search anything by googling in less than 0.5 seconds. Well, that could be an art. But i was googling in my life. It is expected to last long than the range of seconds or minutes. Guess how long it took my Googling to produce the result?
11 Years!!!!!
Feeling Wow!!?? Even i felt that way.. It so happens that we humans always see what we want to see. Thats why we almost always overlook the obvious. This mistake, or should i say, this inherent flaw in humans, many a time costs us dear. I am no exception!
But when i realized that my search has ended finally, i felt satisfied. I felt like a new born baby. Everything felt new.It was a new beginning.I was happy. Should i say that's an understatement? Of course YES! I was simply going crazy with happiness.
But suddenly a thing hit me. Most of the times what we search for will not be there for our taking.We might find out what we need. But still one question prevails. Can we strech our hands and hold that thing ? Can we claim that it belongs to us?
I was not sure!! Not sure at all. It was there right in front of me. But i didnt know if it was mine!! Will time suggest an answer? I had to wait. The clock was ticking slowly. Infact very very slowly! The journey of my longest wait had already started........
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6 comments:
hey Sudhersan....u have expressed your feelings in an amzing manner.....I am impressed....I know what are you going through....and if I can wish something I will wish that your journey of longest wait will end soon.....amen!
kalakare pa... very sweetly written... i understand how it feels.... good luck and best wishes :P
Nice post but I'm still breaking my head over that "11 years" part.Any explanations?
hi sheks.. guess!!!!
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this is the most well written post. others are very great w.r.t. message but most well expressed is this one i should say
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